Realization

I used to baby-sit a lot when I was younger.  There were those families that I'd always get excited about baby-sitting, and then there were those that I sort of dreaded, where I knew I'd be earning my money...and then some.  I'm realizing that my family probably falls into that latter category.

St. Jude Run

Yesterday, I ran 28 miles. 

Yesterday, I spent time with old friends.

Yesterday, I made new friends.

Yesterday, I was surrounded by amazing people.

Yesterday, I cried. 

Yesterday, I laughed.

Yesterday, I thanked God for my 3 healthy children.

Yesterday, I prayed for those who are not.

Yesterday, my heart broke for those who have lost.

Yesterday, I was so proud of the way my husband's tireless efforts over the past year came to fruition with another flawless run day.

Yesterday, I was thankful for the way my town supports its members.

Yesterday, I was humbled by the amazing generosity of our family and friends.

Yesterday, I was a part of something so much bigger than me.

Yesterday was the St. Jude Run.

I cheered for Zach when he ran for 3 years from Washington to Peoria.  I watched him pour his heart into planning the inaugural Eureka to Peoria run last year.  I rejoiced with him when Eureka set a record last year for the most money earned EVER by a first year team.  I listened as he made changes to make the second year of the run even better.  I knew what the St. Jude Run was all about.  But all my knowledge didn't prepare me for the experience of the day.  My muscles were sore, but my heart was full.  So very full.

Together, Zach and I (with so much support from our family and friends)...

Ran 53 miles and raised $15,000 to help the Eureka run raise $119,000 which contributed to all the runs raising $5 million which combined with the telethon to raise $9,832,035...all to help the kids of St. Jude.  I am so thankful that I could be a part of that, and am already excited for next year.

Maybe

Today we had lunch at the Busy Corner restaurant and we were commenting on how it is, indeed, always busy.  Staley chimed in, "Maybe it used to just be called Corner before it got so busy."

Maybe so.  Although saying "I'm going to head on over and eat at the Corner" doesn't have the same ring to it.

Things I Love: July Edition

1.  Swimming in the yard.

Especially when it's topping off a fun cousin sleepover.

2.  Outings like the Farm Park and the 4H fair.

Farm Park fun with Avery and Isla

3.  A good excuse for ice cream treats and popsicles.

4.  Getting to watch big cousins play baseball/softball.  (Or getting to play with younger cousins while the older cousins play baseball/softball.)

Suckers and cousins and playing outside.  What's not to love about ball games??

5.  Trying out new playgrounds

6.  Lots of chances to rock sunglasses, sun hats, and cute summer outfits.

7.  My best friend, Christie, was home from Virginia for 2 weeks with her girls.  We had tons of fun getting the kids together for playdates, but a girl's night out in Peoria was a highlight.

8.  A super fun morning playing at Grandma Judy and Grandpa Randy's house (Christie's parents) with horse rides, petting the bunny, golf cart rides, tractor rides, and spending time with Avery and Isla and Aunt Christie was a July highlight.

When Staley was telling Zach about our morning of horse rides and golf cart rides, she said, "It was just like a carnival!"

For the rest of the day, Briggs kept saying, "Grandpa.  Tractor."

Avery, Staley, and Adelie hanging out in the barn.

9.  Going to swimming pools...where Staley got to practice all her new swim lesson skills.

10.  Sleepovers.  We hosted a cousin sleepover, and the girls each got to do a solo sleepover with grandparents.

Adelie all ready for her Grammie and Grandpa sleepover

We've had a full and fun July.  Pools and parks and playdates.  Story hour and swim lessons and sleepovers.  And although we've had plenty of outings, there has also been plenty of time for going to the library and playing in the sprinkler and water table fun and extra special movie time when it's too hot to play outside.  Summer is such a fun time, but just like the rest of life, it's been flying by.

Question of the Day

Which is the most annoying mealtime habit?

Whining incessantly about and then choking down vegetables like you are participating in a Survivor food challenge...

Constantly having to be told to sit on your bottom in your chair and keep your hands to yourself...

Or throwing your food on the floor and then screaming about not having anything to eat?

Each of them is trying on its own, but the trifecta?  Now that's a truly special experience.  Dinner guests, anyone?

The Middle

I'm realizing more and more that sometimes it's just hard to be in the middle.  As the middle child, Adelie sometimes gets the short end of the attention stick.  Staley had 2 years as the only child before Adelie came along, and Briggs will have a few years as the only child at home when both girls are in school.  But Adelie doesn't get that.  She always has to deal with divided attention, and truthfully, her portion is probably the smallest.  Not by choice, but more by design.  Staley can't be ignored.  She is always talking and planning and has strong opinions and big ideas.  She won't let herself be ignored.  And Briggs...well, he's still apt to fall down stairs or eat something off the floor or pull something big over on himself, so he still requires close supervision.  But Adelie.  She follows along with Staley's plans and can play on her own while I'm attending to Briggs.  She doesn't necessarily make herself heard like Staley or require close supervision like Briggs, so sometimes she just ends up with less.

In the same way, Adelie hasn't had as much time to develop her own interests and desires.  Again, growing up with an older sister, many of her pursuits are those that Staley pioneers.  She does kid's choir and Shining Stars because Staley does.  Staley liked princesses first...and mermaids...and twirly dresses.  Many of Adelie's clothes were Staley's, so they were not bought with Adelie in mind.  I'm not saying that Adelie doesn't have her own thoughts and opinions and favorites.  And she gets super-excited when I bring up her "new" clothes or shoes from the basement or from the bags that she gets from her cousins.  She definitely is working to find her own way, but it's probably hard to really determine who you are when you are constantly living in the footsteps of your big sister.

Adelie definitely has her own unique personality and her own strengths.  She's so confident and brave in many ways that Staley is not.  She is coordinated and fast and athletic.  As Staley becomes more shy and withdrawn in new situations, Adelie continues to flourish socially and embrace the new.  I know that she loves having a big sister as a constant play mate, and she loves being a big sister to Briggs.  Being in the middle has taught her to go with the flow, entertain herself, keep up with the big kids, and never back down from a challenge.  There are definitely perks to being in the middle, but it's also hard.

The more I understand these middle differences, the more I am trying to be deliberate in the way I parent Adelie.  I know that some of her boundary pushing behavior is just innate to who she is and the limitless energy that she possesses.  But there are definitely times that she is engaging in negative behaviors for the pure purpose of getting a response.  And so I am really trying to find times to focus on Adelie.  I try to find little moments in each day where I can give her my full and undivided attention.  I look for opportunities to focus on her positive qualities and praise her for those.  I try to compliment those traits that make her uniquely her, letting her know what makes her unique and special in my eyes.  When she is within earshot, I try to make sure that I am talking about all the wonderful things about her or sweet things she's done during in the day rather than always focusing on the wild, crazy, tiresome, negative things that might first come to mind.  I am really trying (not always succeeding, but trying) to keep my responses to her negative behaviors in check so that she doesn't get the satisfaction of knowing she's pushed me to the brink.

Being in the middle can be tough, but I'm hoping that if I can parent in the middle accordingly, Adelie will realize that being in the middle can also be a great place to be.

Question of the Day

Why is it that my kids slept in until 8:45 for the baby-sitter yesterday but were up at 6:45 for me this morning?

#notfair
#letamomsleep